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7.29.25 10-minute writing (from 7.28...) Word count: 186

Walking on Broken Glass

Sung by Annie Lennox. Listened to hundreds of times over 18 months when I had a fax romance with a new love since he'd left for a sabbatical.

Mind would wander and go to bad scenarios as I worked and was a single mom to my nine year old son. There was the support of Clarissa Pinkola Estes's book "Running with the Wolves" next to my bed, and I was reading it for the second time.

Then Bonnie Raitt joined Annie as my soulmates while she sang "Love Letter" over and over on the car CD player. My son remembers those songs being played over and over...he never complained though as a grown man he told me he thought I'd gone a bit unhinged.

And he was right. I'd fallen in love on the first date. Knew I would marry him. And he'd left to pursue a dream. He hadn't left me, though I failed to get that through my immature thinking and sore heart.

Thirty-two years later Darien says write about a song. I had two, and they sustained me.

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Nothing Compares to You by Sinead O'Connor defines my last months in northern Ghana.

Since my American boyfriend took his love away from me, work had become meaningless. I was stuck in the simple NGO house with water pipes barely covered by dirt so cool showers were like magical thinking. Where dust colored the ceiling fan blades and my brain worked best in the very early morning hours between 5 am to 7 am.

I could do everything I wanted to without him here, but I didn't want to. We had already gone through one heart-wrenching separation period. We had met in Tanzania; electricity sparkled from the moment a mutual friend introduced us. We fell in and out of love. I thought. So I returned to Denmark. He stayed. I got a new job in Ghana. He came with me. The love tale is twisted, funny, adventurous, and the ending?

I was so lonely without him in that dusty, dry, hot village.

I could do everything I wanted to without him there, but I didn't want to.

Since he had taken his love away from me, I was empty.

Every single line Sinead was singing to my heart expressed my feelings. Her voice contained all the sadness, the longing my heart was holding. And it was suffocating me. I wasn't depressed. But I was struggling to make sense of how I would and could move forward.

Nothing compared to him.

Nothing compared to him.

I'd fall asleep with teary eyes, feeling Sinead's words in my body.

Of course I was wrong. Some roots are hard to kill. And so was our attraction for each other. It took another go at our relationship, this time in the US, before we both realized that living with each other was tough. That the love that had planted itself in our hearths had died.

But somehow, he will always be my first fiery lover.

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